So Far

So Far
So far things are going ok. I'm in the process of looking for a job that I can leave and come back to and a place to stay that I don't have to worry about paying rent for while I am away. I know that everything will work out and that I probably should be focusing on other things but because I'm so detail orientated I am freaking out over the little things...
Lately I've been wanting to sleep. And do nothing else. I find myself wanting to just curl up on the floor with my pillows and close my eyes and pretend that I am doing what I feel like I should be doing.
I'm becoming more accepted and more at ease with my decision. I have gotten some confirmation. Thank you all for the prayers.
Work has been stressful. Not because of the work I am doing but because of the hours they give me. My availability is like crazy open yet they give me more time off than I think they should. I mean they are always short on workers and need help. Plus, on top of that, they let me off early. I can't do anything about it but I mean like I really need the hours. Maybe it is time to find another job? I want a job that can help me with my leadership...gah i don't know.
I've talked to a few people now. Some of them are really encouraging and some not so much. I mean I know that this is going to be hard and I don't mind that they are just making sure that I'm doing ok but sometimes I wonder...
Oh and they still are not paying me for my job title, they are paying me less...I've been asking them about it and they say that they are just waiting for the paper work to go though. But does it really take two months to go though? And they said they did it like a week after I started working...oh great.
But enough complaining. God has been good. And faithful. He is giving my confirmation and friends to comfort me. Also, he really has been speaking to me. Like crazy good. Situations that I didn't think could turn out this way have definitely been turned around.
I am trying on making the best out of every situation. 1 Thessalonians 5:16~Be joyful always. And even though everything may seem like it is going in a downward spiral, I know God is just making me stronger. Preparing me for my future and what is to come. What I am going to have to face is nothing compared to what is going on now. And I am excited to see God work through my life and just let His glory shine though and get me though. My life is going to show the world what God can do in ordinary people.